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current | archives | profile | links | rings | cast | fanlistings | quizzes | contact me! | about me! | host | design I Miss JVC!!! Ok. I'm going to say something that if you've been reading this diary, you will NEVER believe I said this. Here's the thing. I realized tonight for the first time, I'm glad Coach isn't our coach anymore. Last year was the best year of my life volleyball wise/good times from volleyball wise. She was the coolest person ever. I will always have those awesome memories of her in my head just like they ended. If she would have coached this year, I think she would have been alot less fun (now that she has a baby and everything) and it would put a damper on the memories I had of her. Tonight, she was at my game. I saw her, but I didnt say hi because it didn't feel right at all and she wasn't really paying much attention. It just feels so horrible that I saw her today and just didn't feel that team bond we used to have (even after she quit). I feel so distant from her. So I'm glad I still have those memories. Also, she used to act like 16 (no joke whatsoever). Now she acts like 45. Mind you, she's only like 34 or something. But still. She's a mom now. She's completely different. I miss the old her, but I understand. On the other hand, this is another complete shocker here. I completely miss Coach JVC with a PASSION. Like after tonight's game (we played vs. the team she HEAD COACHES for now), i was really depressed. We lost and she was such an awesome coach. And she was soooo nice and I just missed her sooo much. I never thought i would but she is SO cool. She's SO freaking awesome to me. She talks to me ALL the time. I miss her so much. And I miss the times we COULD HAVE had if she was our coach. STUPID STUPID school. I hate our school. She wanted to be our coach and they kicked her out. I HATE THEM. We could have had a varsity sleepover like before, we could have WON GAMES or even just had ANY fun. Also, she's a GIRL. we LOVE girl coaches. I miss JVC SO bad. :( I'm depressed now. |